So today while out running errands I realized I am far more socially awkward than I thought. Just the amount of people at all the stores bugged me, crazy since I used to work in a department store I should the mass amount of people that shop on the weekends. I only ended up buying less than half of the things I wanted just to get away from the horde of shoppers. I also left feeling like a major asshole for not giving money to people asking for donations to whatever organization that consistently sits in front of the store, but shit I'm not rich. If I always gave money to everyone that sits outside stores asking for donations I would be even more broke than I already am. It's just the looks the people give me like I just smacked food out of some starving kids hand. I don't like feeling like a depressed asshole for not helping others after I go buy toothpaste so tomorrow hopefully I avoid any peddlers, well see.